My Forever Friends Edited

Hi Everyone, How are you today, Good I hope, I am dedicating this poem today to three of the best friends a person could ask for. I have been writing recently about missing having true friends in my life. And over the past few months when things have been the hardest for me, I have needed them even more. Well much to my surprise I have got what I needed, and reminded of what I did already have. I recently reconnected with my childhood friend Moe through facebook. After reading my last post she reached out to me and opened up that she felt the same way about wishing we had kept in touch. So we will be getting together and picking up from where we left off. I am so happy, she has no idea how much her reaching out to me means right now, but she will know now! This is also for my friends Kim and Donna. Kim thank you for always sending me a note when, "I swear to God" LOL! I am thinking of you too (just yesterday in fact) and always when I need it the most. Even though we live so far away from each other, thanks to the internet we did meet and it is if you are right here with me when we talk. I always feel uplifted after our talks and thank you for always loving me no matter what! Donna your words comforted me too when I needed them recently, your the only friend I have heard from where we use to work together since I have been back. You were the best support I had too when my mother was dying, I will never forget you for that, you reminded me of what a true friend was, something I had not had in a long, long time. So Thank you, Thank you, I know now, you all are to me, my Forever Friends and my Earth Angels!
Thanks for visiting my blog,
Love ya,
Janet :)

P.S. I forgot to mention you Bing!! You have been a great support too, so
sorry!! I love you :)

Nothing Fails

Hello, How are ya? I am doing great today. 24 yrs ago today I married the best friend I have ever had. I remember it like yesterday, there we were at the JP in Quincy Ma and all of us were more than willing to rush through the ceremony because the red sox's were in the world series, shot gun for sure LOL! It's funny too that I wound up getting married on my little brothers birthday because when we were little we swore we would get married so we would never have to be apart. I was very protective of him, and how we cried when we found out we could not marry each other!! Although we have been together for 27 yrs I truly love him more today than I did back then. The first time I saw him I said to my girlfriends, oh ya, I think I'd like to marry him, I'd never get sick of looking at him LOL! So shallow of me huh! But if you had seen him in just a leather vest with a golden tan and the curly hair and bright blue eyes, I think most of you ladies would understand :) I chose this song to make this video with because so far we have not failed, especially after the past year, if that didn't do us in I don't know what could. I believe in the power of words that you speak too, so for the rest of my life I will speak these two simple words. Marriage in itself is a spiritual journey, a sweet one at that. And if it was not for his strength, love and support right now I don't think I would even bother to get out of bed in the morning. He is carrying me through life right now and if a day comes that his strength is not what it should be, I will carry him. With no job or unemployment any more, this is my gift to him, the best gifts of all, from the heart. All of My Love to You Pete, and Thank you, Thank you :)

Thanks for visiting my blog,

Love ya,

Janet :)

I Love You More

Hi Everyone,
How are ya, good I hope. I started writing Poetry when I was in my young teens. It was for me therapy. It helped me to express and be in touch with my emotions and still does today, obviously the other day I was in a pissed off mood. Words come to me easy from somewhere above I believe. I used to pretend I was taking notes in class, but I was really writing poems. Now when it gets slow at work I write poems in the photo notebook. I still have a lot of my older ones and some day I would like to publish a book. If any of you out there know an easy way to do it please let me know. On Monday I was going to go visit with Christa and Bri. I didn't feel too good, so I am going tomorrow. I am going to teach her how to Celebrate St. Patricks Day. Even though I am mostly Italian, I do have a little Irish in me. And who else better to teach her! I bought her some beer glasses and a hat and shirt. I hope to get some funny video of it. After Christa got off the phone with me Bri decided she wanted to call me. She's not even 3 yrs old yet! She has become this little girl and talks so well on the phone, no more baby:( And now when you tell her you love her, she says I love you more. Just when I think I can't love her anymore than I do, there she goes. She helped heal my ailments that day. It's 9pm and I have had 93 visitors so far today with 6 people on. Thank you all so much, I hope each and every one of you keep coming back everyday. It brings me much happiness which I especially need these past few days:)
Have a Happy Hump Day!
Janet :)

Confusion, Delusions,
State of mind, unwind
What is true, what is
untruth

What's meant to be?
Is there a Destiny?
Follow head or follow
heart, torn apart

From Sunrise to Sunset,
Some things are hard
to forget.
Lessons learned,
through pain and hurt.

Physically and Emotionally
my body aches
Rain on my face,
fiercely, not gently

Questions unanswered
leave me to imagine
Why do I do this to myself
I Prefer Heaven to hell

I am closing the door
on learning more
At least for today,
Tomorrow may lead
another way.
To happiness, knowing
no pain I pray